23. I Took A Break

I've been away for over two weeks. I took a break back since I was dealing with some personal issues. Some of this is related to my relationship with my boyfriend. He's not on social media, and I don't usually post about him. As a result, he likes to maintain it that way. We've been together for over 15 years. That's how long we've been dating. And, you know, we're not married; there's no mention of getting married or engaged. There are a few debates here and there. However, they are primarily one-sided. That would be my position. As a result, one of my challenges was related to this fact. I believe there comes a point when you've been with someone for a long time. And I've reached this place many times in our relationship where you just want the next thing, the next step. And you could say, at certain points in time, I guess conceded and just kind of given up my fight for what I want, just because you know, but we did have a sort of breaking point where some things said really weren't great. And I was at a point where I was questioning this relationship and everything we'd built together, and it was scary.

“Refocus and take time for myself.”

In this episode, I will talk about:

• Part of the struggles that I was having was regarding the fact that I want the next step.
• Was I being crazy or was I just being crazy?
• Taking a step back from the relationship.

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